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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents BlindedByLove0316/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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im sorry

Fri Aug 12, 2005, 1:11 PM
im sorry everyone but i have given up and given in...im leaving and theres nothing i can do about it now, i will return on vacations and all that and i will be online for contact and ill still do my deviant journal entries to let you know how things are going and thoes of you i know personally i will call you all the tim*e just dont forget about me and i will mis you all and all the good times and sum bad times we have had although i would never change any of them for the fuckin world i love you all sooo fucking much i d ont know if i would be here if it werent for you i dont know if you are going to read this luke but i just awant to let you know that I Love You Soooo much theres no putting an end on how much I Love You im sorry for you doing wut ur doing for me and i have to up and leave but know its not my fault and if i had a choice i would stay here to be with you and everyone else, even though u told me ill find someone the truth is i wont but if u do please let me know so i dont feel as broken for hwen u dont come and find me in a year...forever and then some no matter what ill Love You with all my heart....i wear this ring on my finger to show the world that my heart belongs to you luke and you alone...amanda...god i dont know wut im going to do without you im going t omiss you so much its a shame we didnt hang out as long as we should have but im glad we did and all the good times we had and the bullshit we went through togehter lol i was lost without you guys for 2 weeks i dont know wut im going to do for 2 or more months till the next time i return home, but i expect to throw a part and get completely shit faced lol i love you amanda im going to miss you so fuckin much...Chrissy..my love my lover i wont cheat on you i swear!! haha but seriously i love you to death we have been through so much shit together and for so damn long im so fuckin glad were still friends after all the drama bullshit we got past it and all that shit im sorry i fuckerd things up for you and vamp with my relationship that i know has to end and it hurts i know it hurts n so does amanda but im gonna be isolated so hopefully i dont go clinically insane haha but yeah i dono i love you and im gonna miss you an dill call you guys and write all the time i promise...vamp you have been there for me through anything and everything since i have met you and tried to help me to ur bset abilities but dont wrooy about it anymore because wut has to happen will happen for good or for the worse well find out soong enough i suppose but i wanted to say thank you for everything and youll always be in my heart i love you too and im gonna miss you soo much too im sorry i wasnt much help to you in any way i hope i was but if not im sorry i tried but i guess tahs all one can do is try but i have given up on trying i have to go and i know i do theres nothing else i can do about it..but dont worry everyone youll be fine without me its not like i keep you sane and dont worry ull see me soon enough and who knows next summer i might just happen to miss my flight haha I love you all so much and im so happy that i got ot know you all and all the good times we have all shared...im sorry if i begin to distance myself i will come back around i jsut dont know wut to do right now its hitting me harder and hareder everyday that its not a dream and im not going to wake up to see that im not leaving that me and luke arent breaking up that kale is still here and him and amanda are still together and everyones happy...jake i didnt forget about you i couldnt forget about you hell no lol i think i might miss you above most im not sure becuz u have always been there for me through the shit holes i got myself into with sum guys and u were there to help lift me out..im gona msis you but ill see ur ass soon lol were goin to the lake but anyway im sorry everyone but i must go now ill post again soon i love you all....goodbye

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Delta Colorado ...Missin the AK
  • Interests: volleyball...writing poetry...hanging out with friends n partying n shit like that
  • Favourite movie: interview with a vampire...the crow
  • Favourite band or musician: 3 days grace, slipknot, korn, metallica, acdc...ect
  • Favourite genre of music: rap hip hop rock heavy metal punk
  • Favourite artist: shit i dono i got tons
  • Favourite poet or writer: stringfellow barr, edgar allen poe, hemmingway, stephen king,
  • Favourite photographer: i dono
  • Favourite style of art: i dono
  • Favourite game: volleyball
  • Favourite cartoon character: pink panther or marvin the martion
  • Personal Quote: love is blind...heatbreak sucks...live love and fuck wut other people say

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